Exactly two years ago today, I was lying in a hospital bed literally across the street from lab here at UC Davis. It seems unreal in a way, but painfully real it was and still is.
On November 30, 2009, I had surgery for prostate cancer.
Two years ago, things seemed pretty bleak.
Now on November 30, 2011, exactly 2 years later, the world seems a lot different to me both from that time 2 years ago and also from my life before I knew I had cancer.
As unlucky as it is to get any cancer and especially prostate cancer at the unexpected age of just 42, in some ways I feel lucky in my new life after cancer.?I?m happy to report that just this past week I had my latest PSA test and it was as good as it gets: undetectable. So two years out from surgery, I?m in what they call long-term remission. Many men are not so lucky.
One of my doctors told me a few days before the surgery that after it was done that I was to assume I?m cured until proven otherwise. I don?t like to use that word cure as it somehow feels like tempting fate, but I do have hope. Still, I can?t forget the guy who was sitting near me in the waiting room at the cancer surgeon?s office who told some other guy that his prostate cancer had come back after 14 years?.14 years is a long time. It is difficult to ever really know a cure when you think you see one.
Earlier this year?I did a post on what my cancer had taught me that you might find interesting reading. I also did?a post on where I was at after 1 year out from surgery?in which I first publicly said I had cancer and talked about how it has inspired me to be a patient advocate and I also wrote?a perspectives piece for Nature?about this as well that has gotten a lot of feedback. That was a big step for me.
Now at 2 years out, I think despite everything that my vision of the world is somewhat better than before I ever knew I had cancer or had surgery. I am less likely to take life for granted and I am more committed than ever to making a difference. Cancer was the kick in the pants that I needed to become a patient advocate and to do this blog in a manner where I say what I think.
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